Random Feelings.

The Typewriter .

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Hiiii.

My name is Addina Mukhlisa (unique, I know 😛) and you can call me Addina or Dina (if we're close). I have friends who call me Ad, Dins, or just Na — all of which I'm totally okay with. Just... please don't spell my name as Deena. No. Thank you kindly :)

The basic info? Kinda boring. So here’s something a little more real — my love languages are words of affirmation and physical touch. I guess that’s why I love writing so, so much. Words give me comfort, whether I’m the one expressing or receiving them. And hugs! I absolutely love hugs. Also... you. I love you. Hihi. Thank you for dropping by and sparing your precious time to read this little piece of me 💛

I've actually been blogging since 2008 — consider myself as OG 🤪, back when blogwalking, cbox, and glittery templates were all the rage! 😭 Sadly, all my old posts were deleted somewhere along the way. I really wish I still had them... they held so many memories of who I was and how I grew. But I’m glad that whatever remnants are left, you're still able to read them. It means a lot to me. Maybe this is the beauty of it — a fresh start with a few traces of the past still intact. And I’m truly grateful you’re here for this new chapter.

Cosmic Twist

Posted on August 24, 2025 @ 1:10 AM < 0 comments >

Tbh, as much as I try to let go, my eyes are still unconsciously (or actually conscious lol) search for Gus or even just his car on the road haha that quiet little soft hope. This morning, I had the random wild thought that maybe. just maybe. I would see Gus at the park, even though I don't think he has ever mentioned about going for a jog in this park before. Well 🤷🏻‍♀️

And holy moly guacamole! What are the odds?! I actually saw his car. Gosh my heart went into F1 mode. I was shook, my soul left my body, floated out. I couldn't even feel the ground.

Chaos level: I left my car unlocked the ENTIRE DAY, key was inside, in the boot 😵‍💫 Oh Gus, you really rattle me out 💀

Sent SOS to my friend, and of course I wanted to text him– but my friend screamed DONT. TEXT ME instead HAHAHA I was thrown. She asked me to go and distract myself but universe really be saying to me "no coping mechanism for you today" ☺️ Because guess what?! My airpods battery was dead. DEAD. I'm dead. What do I do T_T

Me no chill until I stumbled across some beautiful flowers 🌺 ahh just me in my elements again. I was there to recce venue with colleagues anyway, so I multitasked– got my work done, snapped some cute pictures... and of course, had thoughts of you glitching my whole operating system 🌸🫠

🍃🌷🪐

For the record, I wouldn't text you, Gus. I respect your space. You've made that clear. Wish I could, but I won't. I nearly did though that's why I SOS-ed my friend so she could slap the chaos out of me 😂

I don't know if you noticed me– I saw you coming into your car, walked past it. I dont know what kind of cosmic twist aligned us to be in the same place, giving me the chance to see you 🥹 Honestly, I was happy to see you. A week ago, I dreamt of us and this one I'll keep for myself.

Well, I dont know. There's nothing much I can do, so I leave it to Allah ✨

Cosmic Twist

Posted on August 24, 2025 @ 1:10 AM < 0 angel(s) >

And holy moly guacamole! What are the odds?! I actually saw his car. Gosh my heart went into F1 mode. I was shook, my soul left my body, floated out. I couldn't even feel the ground.

Chaos level: I left my car unlocked the ENTIRE DAY, key was inside, in the boot 😵‍💫 Oh Gus, you really rattle me out 💀

🍃🌷🪐

Well, I dont know. There's nothing much I can do, so I leave it to Allah ✨

Don't be naughty.

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Once upon a time, there used to be a chatbox here. I removed it because it is no longer relevant in this era. There is no 'blogwalking' culture anymore. If you are a senior or veteran 👩🏻‍🦳 in this blogging world, you would understand the underlined term hehe

What should I put here though? 🙄 I'll figure this out later. Maybe never. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Bye